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September has been a long month. I have felt many emotions this month, but most of them were just mild episodes.

I'm wrung out. Tired. I want to bounce back but it hurts to wake up right now. I'm not depressed. Which is good, but at least being depressed

would be the explanation for how I am physically feeling. I am cruel to myself and that is the only person. I wish I wasn't like that either.

I have all this creative energy but I don't want to use it. Stupid stupid girl.

Worry List

* money
* getting a second job
* losing my bartending night
* getting fatter
* not getting motivated enough to lose weight
* making Justin feel completely insignificant
* getting sick
* my teeth
* my face is itchy

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